DOMINATE

At the age of six, when I was joined at School I find it was difficult to sit at a place with unknown mates, someone (teacher) was forcing me to write on the slate which she had been writing on the blackboard. Waiting for the lunch breaks I felt a bit relieved from the situation but still even if I was not hungry should eat lunch. Till 4 o’clock it was like hell to pass the time to go back to home. At once I reach home my mother embrace me as she also finds difficult to pass the whole day without my presence. If she has been too strict obviously I would not find the School and the circumstances hated. My parents never allowed me to take leave for simple reasons, except sickness. To face the Teachers and the classmates were very difficult till I completed my School final, I understood that it will be. In those days to complete the School was to pass 11 years, I have learnt many from that duration, not only through studies but also by the environment. All those days could not be erased from memories of everybody, and it is basement of entire life that what we are going to be. School is the first place where we see the world apart from our parents. Each day brings a new lesson which teaches entirely different dimension of life. In which we will find at each completely different matter. Of these unintentionally we were propensity to habits, which might be good or bad.

Here unknowingly an 'inner man' created to every human being, which start to play his role silently. Most of the times he talks with us regarding our present and past matters, which we cannot explicit to anyone. A few would rely upon their school mates whom they think worthy to discuss. Though they discuss with his mate the inner man would always suggest his opinion silently. Sometimes we ignore the 'inner man' to decide or ignore on our own, accept on someone’s advice, if it ends up with good results, we depend the same way on which gives success. The Inner Man who is not certainly talks good, but also suggest to very worst. The inner man induces us to various types of actions in different situations. He becomes dominant than our own, needlessly interfere us. Over time, we ourselves finds it difficult to overcome his domination. It's become a bigger struggle. At times due to misunderstandings can be faced worst consequences. Here we are using our knowledge which were gained from religious, parents, friends, books and relatives. Which derives us from the dilemma to choose the right and the bad. Again the choice comes to our own hand.

Some people would say ‘knowingly’ I did, some people say ‘ I do not want to do but I was induced to do it’. ‘Knowingly’ meant that he knew the result if he do it, in the second statement used the word ‘induced’ gives meaning either he has been chosen by the inner man’s domination or by his parents, friends or the surroundings. Our choice to guided for life has been most important from our School days. And we should know to lead ourselves on the right track, to balance the situations could find no more crisis, perquisite. The man’s mind is like a horse, the trained horses needs Bridle. To ride on a horse without bridle as risky as to kill us. Train the mind, bridle it to avoid risks is in our hand.